Monday, 25 October 2010

Is it possible for a third chance?

I wish I could ignore you but you somehow are my weakness T_T. You called me and said you are sorry but I just can't help hating you and missing you at the same time. Why are you doing this to me? Are you actually trying to get rid of me? It's just impossible for me to keep giving you chances. 

Mentioning it, you didn't even ask for it. I felt depressed and feel like crying. But I just can't. You knew that I am too tired of crying, I am tired feeling so lonely and I am tired feeling like there's no one who will be there for me. I think this would be my first time giving third chance to someone like you. I give people second chance because I believe in it and most of the time it works but somehow it is really hard for me to give third chance. I mean, I have already given chance to a person and they blew it without proving they want it, so WTH? Just go away la.

I can't keep pretending that everything is okay because it's not. Sometimes, there is a part of me wanted to regret for letting you involved in my life. Hope everything is gonna be just fine :)