I should have been better

What should I write? I feel like bursting into tears. Early in the morning, I got a message from him, it says,"It's OK, you won't be needing me anymore.You already have him.". What makes him say that? I don't know. I don't know what I did to him makes him say that. Do you have to do that? You should have explained before letting me go. Don't leave me hanging with loads of question in my head. I should be handling this better than I thought. Just smile and no one will be wondering what's lying beneath.

Great. I won't be able to see you again after this.