the life i would ever have maybe..

ade manusie ni. aku sayang sangat. tapi kenape asyik aku je yang jadi mangse kene marah? tak jumpe sikit, dah kene marah. aku dah cari betul2 tapi tak jumpe nak wat camne? yang selame ni aku cube perbaiki kesilapan aku, tak penah kene puji. tapi kalo yang lain tu, bukan maen lagi. puji sampai kembang hidung dyrunk. aku? sekali sekale pun tak pernah. tak rase cam dihargai langsung. i have tried my best to be the best you ever have but why can't you try to understand just once. balik2, it will always be me who made the most mistake among all. why? why? why? i just don't understand. i can share nothing with you! i tried but you never seem to understand. :( is it so wrong that i ever did anything in my life? i can't do this and i can't do that. and yes, i respected your decision but some other times when it would involves MY LIFE maybe you should have respected that too. when i did something wrong or maybe for you is heartless, trust me, i have every single explanation for it. but even if i tried to explain you couldn't even be bothered! then, i would just keep my mouth shut but either way you just kept calling me some idiot stupid for just shutting up. ergh! kusut kepale kalo camni yang aku kene. the only thing i want to ask is that, why can't you just trust me? maybe i would be wrong but that's just a part of being alive in my life. don't you think? fatin, just be patient with whatever you have now. who knows one day you would be free from all this?

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