Tuesday, 27 September 2011

From anger to regret.

Assalamualaikum


Today I have lost a friend. 
Wait, what?
 No, that friend of mine did not died. 
We finally...lost each other.
I assumed,
you ignored the message I sent,
or..you read but chose to ignore it,
or worst...
you read but yet you didn't want to consider our friendship.



Maybe this time, it would be worth it, 
I hope it does.
I have never ever in my life lost a friend through a fight,
I hope it would be an eye-opener to me.
Everything happens for a reason, dear
There'd be no reason to stop now,
No reason to start crying now either.
You know you are able to go through all this silly little things.


If I stop now, 
do you even care to notice?
If I cry now,
would you even be there?

.......

I know the answer to both already.



All the things that you used to say,
Were apparently, lies.
Either to me or to another person, I don't know. 


Perhaps we will meet again in future,
Perhaps not.






I won't hate you for what had happened between us.
It would remain as a reminder for me to not ever do it again.
It'd be the first and the last. 

Take care.


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Good Day